Its March 1st and I don’t know what I have been doing for the past 3 months.    I got back from my travels in in December of last year.   Sure I hung out,  played with friends, watch TV but mostly I am not sure where the time is gone.  I still have not completed those big projects I have always wanted to do.  I guess when one has too much time on their hands it can be over whelming.   I get lost in it.  One could say I get lost in time.  Funny when I was working, fixing up my house to sell by owner, preparing to quit my job of 4 years and planning my 3 month trip around Europe I was felt focused and efficient.  My future is uncertain and vague.  It is a scaring feeling at time.   A limbo.   Right now, I am waiting for replies from graduate schools and see if get accepted.  Till then its a limbo.

After 6 months of not working I have returned to the work force, at least part time.  Instead of doing my usual IT support thing I have taken a different path.  A road less traveled if you will.  I decided to become a substitute teacher of young impressible line.   Scary eh?   Specially, I am planning to sub at all the schools I used to attend as a child.   That includes my 2nd grade school at Walt Disney Elementary, Schmucker Middle School and Penn High School.  Its a unique opportunity to return to ones root and I hope to make the most of it.

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